About me.
Story strategist, narrative experience designer, brand consultant, editor and writer. Regenerate. Seed saver, keeper and sharer. Community activist. Story alchemist. Constant inquirer. Yearner and seeker.
My path with story has been meandering. I went to art school to be an illustrator and left with a fascination for stories as constructed narratives that form the fabric of our realities. Blame Roland Barthes. I was spat out of university into a recession, and doe-eyed, I figured it was a sensible time to start a business. In 2012, I co-founded a magazine that positioned itself at the intersection of outdoor lifestyle, environmental stewardship and regenerative living. Creating this story world was a process of enquiry, collaboration and curation with our community, audience and contributors. We celebrated the joy of being in communion with the world and the awe and wonder that arise from feeling into our planetary interbeing. However, the subject matter brought me into increasingly closer contact with the unravelling that’s underway. How was I to conjure joy on the pages of the publication when I felt so much grief and pain?
As I held this question, two pivotal things happened. First, the book Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer landed with me; it moved me in monumental ways that gave some relief from the pain I felt. I still hold strong to the passage, “I choose joy over despair. Not because I have my head in the sand, but because joy is what the Earth gives me daily and I must return the gift.” Second, I began working on a feature story about seed saving, learning about the collaboration that’s been unfolding for thousands of years between plants and peoples, which is exhibited in our rich and beautiful diversity of food crops. I was enveloped by the stories that seeds carry: tales of people, plants and places, of migration and movement, of adaption and survival, of creativity and imagination. I was soothed by this but quickly learnt of the very real threats to communities’ seed sovereignty and the homogenisation and theft driven by commercial entities.
Seeds have taught me a lot. Holding them, I contemplate their passage through time and wonder about my own ancestral connection to place. Many cultures, myths, stories, languages and ways of knowing have emerged from the kinship between people and their places. Seeds have helped me more deeply integrate a systemic worldview that knows our interdependence with all else and recognises diversity as integral and homogenisation as degenerative. Monocultures weaken and lead to the collapse of systems. I think about this in the context of stories; pervasive and invasive narratives colonise, spread and dominate. This has happened and continues to happen now. Certain narratives prop up worldviews that are inherently degenerative and perpetuate cultural homogenisation. In this process, many ways of knowing are lost, potentially forever, along with wisdoms that may be nested in them of how to coevolve and thrive with the world.
A lot is being lost in these times. In turn, it seems that people are feeling ever more lose and lost. I feel this too. I still grieve. But I’ve moved into a weird haziness of acceptance of the end times we are in. I’ve built resilience to hold grief and joy not in contention but as experiences I must allow to coalesce in the headfuckery of what we are living through. I question, what exactly is coming to an end? Is it life as we know it? Is it civilisation? What will survive, if anything? Who of our multi-species community will make it through the funnel of crises? What new arrangements will be needed to co-survive? Who will be onboard the mythical ark? What knowledge, ideas and artefacts will they take? Is there even another side?
This is some of what I’m sitting with at the moment. I don’t feel defeatist – quite the opposite. Even as the threads that weave our world in its continuous creation are unpicked and strained, I feel a magnetism that lures me (back) into the folds of life. I know the worldview of degeneration lives within me; colonised minds make us slaves to systems that serve so few and undermine so much, with so little today falling outside of the purview of commerce, capital and commodification. As I uncomfortably and clumsily attempt to climb out of this way of seeing, I am welcomed home by the life that surrounds me. I’m slowly unblinkered, already recognising that there’s no going back. I am ready for this, I believe. I recognise this readiness in many others too: to feel into and be nourished by our entanglement more deeply.
This guides my work. I believe that the deep change that is needed should be rooted in aliveness and should be ignited, stoked and fanned through the felt experience of story. Because story is affecting. It is experiential, imaginative and creative. It is human. So this is where my work wanders: into questioning what it should feel like to transition from cultures of degeneration to those of regeneration; into querying what happens when people collude with the world in radical imaginings to rupture the recognisable. I increasingly believe that regeneration is not only thinking and acting but also feeling into ways that bring us alive, recognising ourselves as living beings among wondrous complexes of life.
Recently graduated from Regenesis Institute’s The Regenerative Practitioner Series in regenerative design and development. Currently Dancing with Mountains with philosopher Dr Bayo Akomolafe. Holding space for a Story Circle. Co-hosting a regenerative business meetup series. Organising a community seed activism project.
I was the co-founder of Another Escape, an independent media company championing outdoor lifestyle, environmental stewardship and regenerative living. We encourage people to connect with the natural world in meaningful ways so they may become active stewards of our planet.
Seed Rebels
I am the organiser of a local community seed activism project called Seed Rebels. Together with community members, we hold seed swaps and seed processing events, and we share space digitally to learn from one another, field questions and seek advice to build a resilient local seed network.
Regen Biz Circle
I co-host a local regenerative business circle where we hold space to share ideas, questions and stories on how we may transition our businesses toward being regenerative and discuss the role of business in driving change in times of planetary crisis.
Reading
Ways of Being by James Bridle
Sand talk by Tyson Yunkaporta
An Immense World by Ed Young
All We Can Save edited by Ayana Elizabeth Johnson & Katharine K. Wilkinson
Vandana Shiva Creative Civil Disobedience, interviews between Lionel Astruc & Vandana Shiva
Pleasure Activism by adrienne maree brown
Listening/watching
The Emerald podcast by Joshua Schrei
For the Wild podcast
This Animate Earth by the Animate Earth collective
Dancing/swaying to
Bongeziwe Mabandla
A Garota Não
Oumou Sangaré
Select sources of inspiration in 2023. Many other sources have inspired and continue to inspire me, including the works of Robin Wall Kimmerer, Sharon Blackie, Roger Deakin, Rob Hopkins, Michael Pollan, Richard Powers, Diane Wilson and Roland Barthes.